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After a breakup, I again got that urge to wear a dress. Or at least a bra with filling. I always thought it odd of me, having this disturbing desire. I would disapproved of it and feel unhappy. But now I decided to go for it, and ordered the bra and prosthesis. The bra was a little tight, but I had measured it pretty well. And when I sank onto the couch in front of the TV, wearing my well-filled floral blouse, a calm washed over me that I had never felt before.
I knew immediately what was going on. I had trans colleagues, but I hadn’t considered the option that I could be trans as well. I also knew immediately that this was what I had been searching for in myself all along. My identity question had been answered. A little later I walked over to the mirror and said to myself “I love you.” I didn’t look away, I looked at myself and felt love.
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The weave Unmasked and Serenity consisted of 30*6 frames, both sides of the fabric were photographed. I animated the frames vertically per colored plane. For example the right lane purple from the full diamond shape to chaos below, and then on the back the same lane from chaos again to diamond . Handwoven on 8 shafts with 8/2 cotton. Number of images 360.
